C & A

Alys in other poses . . .

I like this one, there's a sort of relaxed dreaminess with 'Hey, it's my cunt, enjoy . . .'

And this was something I enjoyed, before and after it was taken . . .

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Alys, again

I've mentioned Alys before and she has been around a couple of times since to the mutual satisfaction of both of us . . .

She's lovely . . .

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Behind These Eyes

This book is by a dear friend of mine, someone I've known for more than 20 years - A lovely lady.
 It's unshrinkingly honest, and well-written. Do read it.

https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/210799

Changes

I've been trying to think of elegant ways to say this, or perhaps a suitable quote, but that seems like nonsense, so I'll just say it:

Mocuar and I have gone our seperate ways.

It's virtually impossible to talk about something like this without resorting to cliches, so I won't try. We've been having problems for a while, nothing to do with the sexual or magickal stuff, more personality problems. I haven't mentioned it here because, I suppose, I was hoping that it would be resolved. sadly, it wasn't. It would need a book to explain it all and, frankly. I really don't want to. Suffice to say that she has decided that she has to be on her own, and has gone off to do that. 

I miss her, incredibly.  Mostly I miss the companionship, the sharing of simple things. We had nine and a half years together and I'm grateful for that. There is an empty place in my life which may never be filled again in the complete way she did it, but life has to go on.

Being 60+ has some advantages - one is that you realise that life really is too short - I will do my grieving, as and when it comes, but I don't have the time to spend years sunk in misery, waiting for things to turn around. I have to engage with life. I will take what comfort I can, where I can, whether that's music, poetry or an amiable submissive woman.

As the man said 'Turn and face the strange changes'.